One Lazy Afternoon

Blame the lazy afternoon, as I don't have anyone to talk to , home alone and yes its my day off.


 It's so weird that I am now into blogging and I decided not to go anywhere today but to stay home. I don't know why I  feel sick, emotionally sick :)) if you have read my last post you will know why.. LOL ( last post ) I just want to lay in bed all day even it's soo hot here in the Philippines.

I am so weird today as in, why?

 can relate :) 

- I don't feel the need to open my facebook account, my twitter account , google plus any social networking sites that I have. I guess this is something new and I need this Silence :)

- I don't want to go out like I used before.
- I don't want to eat. My tummy is behave :)
- It's payday and it's nothing.I don't feel the need to go out and withdraw cash from ATM,buy stuff nor eat.

I am sorry that I am so emotional since yesterday, maybe I just need an outlet  to let the sadness go out of my heart.  I am happy to spend this day with me, myself and I so that I can compose myself again.


I know deep in my heart that I can overcome this :) I am still moving because God loves me. He will never leave me nor forsake me, I just need to pass this test so that I can grow.


I am still hoping that tomorrow will be better than today.

have you ever felt something like this ?