~ Tough Times ~

 I am tired of my daily routines, School , work , bills and some family matters. I'am so exhausted, that sometimes I just wanna cry.


Today, I'm so much tired , I'm here at office, I suddenly stopped from working and I have this inside me that you know that (*sheeees I can't explain it....) it's very hard to explain, All I know is.. it is something that I wanna escape from. I wanna run to a place where I can sleep, refresh my mind and to find strength again to face my daily tasks. I know that it's really my choice, but admitting that you're having a hard time
I guess not a crime.


Here is my cry :*(

• I am a working student, An Engineering Student.
•  I'am also working in a stressful ever office.
• I am not sleeping in a normal hours (that sometimes I'm not actually sleeping for about 3 days.) 
• I am financially drained; bills, tuition, i'am also sending money to my Mom, paying loans, urggggg...
• Tomorrow is the start of my Saturday duty,  my weekend has been corrupted from me.. #sad
• I'm not able to sit with my housemates for hours of talk, movie watching or even share with the chores at home. I miss that.
• I miss my Bed.
• I miss my Family so much.

Although I'am actually having some out of town days, a supportive bf, a supportive mom, and I have the Lord as my provider and my strength, I still feel tired.

I know I have to sustain it, I just need to have new motivation and inspiration.I know this is just a day, there's still a lot more hardships that will come my way.

I just pray that the Lord will give me much strength to face each day :'( because I know that in every trials that he gives me, it makes me more strong and mature.

                                                   Some quotes to inspire myself :

After doing this blog, I felt much much better than that me, 30mins ago :)  Need to continue my things!  bye folks, have a great weekend ahead, will still try to enjoy my Sunday with the Lord and Him :) #love

 So this is what my heart says:

A Glimpse of my Davao 2011

This is my post last December of 2011.

 

me @ NAIA3 :)

Enjoy Reading :)

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The farthest place I've gone through was Boracay last August of 2010 and now Davao City which is located in Mindanao Area. At the moment I told my Mom about this vacation a few months ago, of course I asked first permission if she allowing me to meet and greet Josh' family aside from that my Mom also worried if Davao city  safe from NPAs and told me "Baka makidnap ka jan" something like that.

 But then, Yes She allowed!

Well Here is the MAJOR Firsts with this Trip:

•  First time to ride an airplane by myself even though my office mates scares me about their experiences riding an airplane, like air pressure pain and airplane disturbances that can make your stomach upside down for a moment. Well I experienced it BOTH!
• First time to celebrate New year away from my family, well maybe that is the only saddest part in this adventure.
• First time to meet His family with super bonding that I'm gonna share later.
• First time to wear one piece bikini ahahha . This was taken in Samal Island.

view from the back haha :)

side view :)

So i'm done with the introduction I guess, Please bear with me I'm not yet that good in blogging. :)

So let's move on.

DAY  I Arrived at Davao International Airport last December 25 at exactly 8:30pm with an hour and a half transit from Manila-Davao with Flight number 2P 987AirPhil Express. hmm detailed :)

2P 987  MNL-DVO

Arriving at the airport, I don't know where to get my checked-in baggage so I decided to just follow my co-passengers.Thank God I made it. 

So I texted Josh that I arrived. So I first met him, actually with his Dad who welcomes me with a smile and a warm greetings.


So we got to their house an finally meet Mommy, Monik (his younger sister), Ram (their yougest) and also Chubby Their dog, and lastly that night I also meet the yummiest ever "calderetang ribs"  I ever tasted :)

1. Philippine Eagle Center

Its a rainy Monday that make us stay the house whole day so, it's more on a EAT and SLEEP EAT and SLEEP :) 

    We went to Philippine Eagle Center 15-minute ride from Josh house. I have so many things in my mind, I don't know where to start telling you the story, so i decided to pick 5 things I love in Philippine Eagle center. (So that I can sort the bests :) )


A. Bats
 Philippine eagle center is home of our Philippine eagles and other animals like bats, birds, owls, and etc.Upon entering the facility you will notice this bat hanging with a papaya as his food. I just found out that this kind of bat is one of  the largest bat in the Philippines.

 B. Owl
It is also my first time to see a real owl! hahaha! We're just so blessed to have the care taker feeding them that time and gladly Kuya was so kind to us. yey!

Me with the owl :)

C.Fish Pond
 There was a pond on the entrance of this facility that has a lot of fish like big Tilapia and other common fishes. We just buy a 10 peso worth of bread to feed them.

With His family while feeding Fishes!

D. Cobra
 This is also my first time to see a cobra, this cobra is an Albino. Which is very rare.
I thought it is free to touch or to take some picture of this, but you need to pay in order to have a picture with it. Actually after this picture was taken, I immediately ran away from this snake :)

Me, Ram and Daddy with the Albino snake.

 E.Eagle
 And lastly my trip to Davao will never be complete, if I have not experienced Eagles.
This eagle is not a Philippine eagle, It is just  a White-Bellied Sea Eagle. If you will see the actual Philippine Eagles they were far away from the trail were visitors are allowed to pass by, that is because their cage is like a three- floor building in size and this  is their mating season (nov-feb if I'm not mistaken)
so they need to concentrate and needs to be far away from distractions according to the care-taker.

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 2.  Malagos Garden Resort  | Birds &  Landscapes = FUN :)

I love birds. My first time.

with his siblings, Ram and Monik

White-Bellied Sea Eagle

Miniature shots :)

His family is sooo great :)  I love them !

Tree Top :)

My Favorite  :)

I will definitely be back here sooon :)

Sagad sa SAGADA :)

        Since we will be having a looooooooong weekend starting tomorrow till Monday I and some of my office mates planned to go to Sagada. We will be leaving later at 10pm :)

          I'll tell you my story when I get back. :)  So,  Happy Weekend !!! and may God bless us throughout the trip..

We will be here on Sunday :) Bayiiii for now..


And it is also our 11th month together we'll have our anniversary next month , So its a happy 20th <3

Gotta go! :)

I Miss Her :'(

I suddenly miss my Mom :'(

      I'm now on night shift. I just find some of our pictures that makes me cry, I miss her so much, I wanna hug her the way I did before knowing that she's always with me wherever I go. For 16 long years of my nights I'm with her but now, i'm far away from her.


    She's now in Bulacan and I'm here in Cavite, independent, I have my freedom to go wherever I wanna go.
    But I miss her. I miss my Mom who always do things for me, taking care of me. Sad :'(


    I wanna be with here on her birthday (on January 13) on Friday! But sadly I don't have enough money to give her special presents or just to be with her since I just had the enrollment this morning. I will still look for ways so that I can go home this weekend.


    Here are the Photos taken last week, when I had an opportunity to see her in MegaMall to update her of what happened to me from my last travel in Davao City.

My Mom is my best friend. My mentor and my guide :)

My Mom is one of my inspiration. 

My Mom is my strength whenever I fall.

I found this on Facebook shared by a friend last week which is definitely true :


Sometimes we tend to forget them, we sometimes ignore them, we sometimes take them for granted...

... Very True !!! When I've seen that I felt guilty that sometimes I forget her, knowing that she's getting older while I'am so busy with my life,my love life and My Career.


      I now promise myself to make her happy once in a while, remember... I don't have a Dad since 2005 when he died, so I know what it feels to loose someone you love I also learned that you cannot turn back time when they're gone.


      So tonight, I wanna say Thank you Blogger for making me express what I really feels. It helped me a lot :)

Love your Mom... Love your parents when they're still there :)

I love you MAMA soo much as in soo much!!!