~ Tough Times ~

 I am tired of my daily routines, School , work , bills and some family matters. I'am so exhausted, that sometimes I just wanna cry.


Today, I'm so much tired , I'm here at office, I suddenly stopped from working and I have this inside me that you know that (*sheeees I can't explain it....) it's very hard to explain, All I know is.. it is something that I wanna escape from. I wanna run to a place where I can sleep, refresh my mind and to find strength again to face my daily tasks. I know that it's really my choice, but admitting that you're having a hard time
I guess not a crime.


Here is my cry :*(

• I am a working student, An Engineering Student.
•  I'am also working in a stressful ever office.
• I am not sleeping in a normal hours (that sometimes I'm not actually sleeping for about 3 days.) 
• I am financially drained; bills, tuition, i'am also sending money to my Mom, paying loans, urggggg...
• Tomorrow is the start of my Saturday duty,  my weekend has been corrupted from me.. #sad
• I'm not able to sit with my housemates for hours of talk, movie watching or even share with the chores at home. I miss that.
• I miss my Bed.
• I miss my Family so much.

Although I'am actually having some out of town days, a supportive bf, a supportive mom, and I have the Lord as my provider and my strength, I still feel tired.

I know I have to sustain it, I just need to have new motivation and inspiration.I know this is just a day, there's still a lot more hardships that will come my way.

I just pray that the Lord will give me much strength to face each day :'( because I know that in every trials that he gives me, it makes me more strong and mature.

                                                   Some quotes to inspire myself :

After doing this blog, I felt much much better than that me, 30mins ago :)  Need to continue my things!  bye folks, have a great weekend ahead, will still try to enjoy my Sunday with the Lord and Him :) #love

 So this is what my heart says: