Let it Go ...

I need so much effort to post this blog...
But I know that It will help me, so let start.

:(

This past few days I felt so down in all aspect of my life except with my relationship with God.
I am too much affected with the current things that hit me bigtime. Work, closest people around me
they all contributed to the feelings that I have right now. I am confused, broken (sort of) and I need direction.
All I know is, I need to move on and I need to change, I need to find myself as I don't see me, I don't know where should I place myself, It's all by myself , The problem is me... I need to fix myself. myself myself myself ..

Yes! I'm now depressed ! I taught I can share it to someone closest but recently I found out that this person don't like me. :Also I'm sad that the boyfriend is now in Ireland till June, Even if he's always online the time difference is s major problem plus the busy work. I know he is always there but like what he told me I am the one who need to fix myself. In fact I am sorry that he is also affected :( I'm sorry *

I am so confused, I am hurt and I want to move on with my life, build my self-esteem again and to love myself enough to wind stand all of this trials. I know God wants me to learn new things and I think that is how to be matured and how to have self motivation when everyone fails to cheer you up.

I will move on and let it go.

true

Here is my Prayer :

Lord thank you for all the blessings as well as the trials you are giving me.
I know that this will teach me new things in life . Lord please be my strength each day as
I face this complicated world that is full of hate.

Lord, thank you as you never leave me in times like this, You are the only one that I know can help
me to overcome this trials.

Teach me to let go of all the hurt and move on.
 I want to leave it all here.
In Jesus name I pray. Amen!


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I will :)

I let it go :)