WORRY - FAITH - SOLITUDE

Hi all, I'ts been a while since I did my last "meaningful blog" . I am currently having my hard days dealing with work loads, financial burdens, School pressure and the most heaviest of all.. family matters.

My last two weeks was not so good, I am very stressed back then. I had my sleepless nights, I cried almost everyday because I taught I need to give up. It's very hard to the point that my body is talking to me, "Hey! you are stressed!"

I had migraine for the last two weeks and I always cry myself to sleep.

Then, I thank God for being so strong for me. He always lifts me up by so many ways. Sometimes when I taught I can't make it, he gives me hope and people that can stand storm with me :') And one big example is my boyfriend slash best friend  :)

I don't want to miss this opportunity to realize how good he is to me.

I adore his patience when it comes in dealing with me through bad times of my life. I am such a hard-headed person that I myself can't withstand sometimes. And I will be honest, there is something in me that I want to change because I always hurt him with this,  It is PRIDE. I am working on that.
 I am so blessed that God put him in my life to be with me through good times and bad. He is such a blessing to me. We should be thankful that there is someone who can give us an arms to hug you when you think you can't make it, when you think you're giving up, someone who believes in your potential, someone that understands you so much that sometimes he forget his own feelings just to accept you for who you are, someone that RESPECTS and LOVES you wholeheartedly, someone who sees the best in you when you think you are not, someone that can lift your spirit up when you are so down and someone that will remind you that God loves you because God placed him in your life to be with you. God is soo good! He is soo good.

Last Sunday, I came to church with sooo much worry! And I know God is talking to me. The preaching is all about "how to reach your goals in life".

That, in reaching our goals there are things that can make us like a turtle who ran the race with so much weight in him, that make him so slow. I know I am moving , I know I am working so hard for my goals in life but worries makes me so slow in reaching it. God tell us NOT TO WORRY. For it can makes us not concentrated on our targets, it can stress us and it can be turned out to FEAR that can also lowers our FAITH in him.

And now I am working for this blog entry to tell you that,  " Even though life is hard sometimes, it is not that hard anyway because God placed people around you to be with you,to help you get through any trials that may come our way."

They are our families, our friends, our partners and most especially God is always there 24/7 waiting for our call :))

That's it folks! I am much okay now! I am learning to give it all up to God as he is my Great Author! And Why worry?  For it can't help us , even an ounce of worry can't help us attain our goals in life.

LIVE LIGHT, DREAM HIGH! -Anazario

Today is my day-off I will work hard to spend my day with SOLITUDE as I will be facing my "norm" life again tomorrow!