Happy Birthday to my Dear Father

Today is my Father's Birthday. I miss him soooo soooo much!! If only I can turn back time i would definitely want to do a big celebration with him  but unfortunately, I wasn't coz' he passed away 7 years ago.. :( ang bilis ng panahon.

Last night while I was in the office, i cried because I missed him! When he died, I thought it will be more easy to think that he's gone as times goes by, but I realized it is the other way around! The more time passed by, the more it is difficult for me to accept that I will not be seeing him forever :'( and I always cried whenever I realized that I don't have work the time that I was with him, because I wasn't able to treat him in a restaurant, I wasn't able to give gifts to him because I was just a 2nd year highschool ... Oh how I miss my King :(

I wasn't able to spend my graduations with him, I haven't experienced talking to him about boys and ask for his preference. haysss..

 I know my Dad is so proud of me , He's been so proud since I was a child. He do believed in me like no other.

Whenever I'm performing (when I was in grade 4 till 1st year HS) I always have my Dad as my no.1 audience even though it is very hard for him to take a long walk because his body was half paralyzed when he was 45 years old, He  can took a four-story building by stairs just to watch me performing. He even cried when I received awards and recognition back then.

Every month, we did dates! Just the two of us! I am a spoiled brat to him!
We always ate at Jollibee by my requests. Since I was the last born in the family and I am a menopausal baby, my siblings always told me that I spent more time with our dad compare to them. I spent my childhood days everyday with him.

Some of my regrets:

• I wasn't able to take more pictures with him,that time we don't have camera's pa eh. 
• I wasn't able to treat him in a simple restaurant, buy gifts for him, now that I am capable of doing that.
• I wasn't able to introduce him to my Boyfriend.
• I wasn't able to share  my Diploma with him.
• I wasn't able to share  my Christmas and New Year's Eve with him
• I wasn't able to share my Dreams with him. He's part pa naman nun. :'(

Haaays... But I am still thankful that he is my dad, That I spent more time with him when I was a child. Even though he can't provide everything to me back then, he still tried to be the best Father for me, with that I am just lucky to meet the no.1 guy in my heart. 

And today, it is his birthday, I will cherish all the moments I have with him FOREVER. And today I realized that... I can cry in an instant when I think about him and makes me inspired to continue striving hard that makes...

My Father as my weakness and my strength Forever.

And I swear that all the things I want to experience with him I want to do it for my Mom.

I miss you Dad,

Kahit nasan ka man ngayon.. Mahal na Mahal kita.

At hindi na magbabago un kahit kelan.

At habang nabubuhay ako, You will always in my Heart.

I miss calling you tatay & papa 
I miss greeting you a Happy Father's day every year!
I miss eating with you.
Most esp. I miss you Around Papa!

I love you Tay!

Once again, Happy Happy Birthday to you!

Love,
BUNSO