Just remembering How Strong I was :)

 It's been a year since I experienced so much pain.
Pain that is new to me, a pain that hits me that quick.
I can't still imagine how strong I was last year, How I learn to stand
still through that storm.

I feel so weak, helpless, unhappy, I felt so numb, I can't eat,I can't sleep,
I pretend to be happy though im not, I feel hurt. And now I came to a point to remember, and to think how was it, how I survived that event in my life.??

Now that I am happy with hon, I can't help but to thank that person  who did that to me.
I want to say that I am very very blessed to have him :)

I am now strong, much mature and much much better compare to myself before .:)